Just so it isn’t confusing, the person I am addressing as “you” after this sentence is not the audience but the person who I am ranting about.

So let me start off my saying I had no problem with you what-so-ever. Yes, I was aware of all the people who called you annoying and obnoxious but I overlooked that. Sometimes I noticed how you said and did things that I could see how others might interpret as annoying but it didn’t matter that much to me because you were nice to me.

Then today while we were talking about the meat regulation in the U.S., you start saying all these ignorant things; hence part of my title for this entry. I said that a majority of the meat in the United States is not trust worthy, and that although the FDA/USDA might regulate it there is always corruption because those who make the rules have connections with those who lead the meat companies. Makes sense, no? The government is corrupted, nothing new. Earth is corrupted and it has been since Adam and Eve.  So then you say something ridiculous like, “Then why are all the best athletes in America? They eat meat!”. I hope that you read this and think about how stupid you came off. First of all, not all the best athletes are in America. And if you really want to get into details, America is a country that is made up from different nationalities. The African-Americans are from Africa, the Asian-Americans are from Asia and the Caucasians are from Europe. But regardless, not all the best athletes are in America. And that is a fact. Second, don’t you know that they have specific diets and nutritionists that watch every bite they intake? There are professionals for what they eat. Whether it be meat or not, just because they eat meat does not make them a good athlete. Yes, food is important when you are training for sports but that’s not everything. Then I don’t even want to mention all the other things you said like calling Korea communist (which didn’t really offend me, it just made you look even more ignorant) and calling my friend and I a Liberal because we were hating on meat? No. You don’t make sense.

So by that time my friend tells you that you’re ”talking out of your ass” which I agree with 100%. Read and think back to what you said and I hope that you see where we’re coming from. I think that’s the comment that sparked your rage. You get up from the lunch table, yelling at him, telling him that you would “fuck him up” and that he was lucky that you guys were in school. Thinking as if your 5’5” guise helped get your point across or scare/threaten him. As if you are so tall and big and strong, as if you stand up it will make you appear bigger than him. Constantly you repeated how “strong” you were and it wasn’t as if my friend was saying that you weren’t. He accepted that you were stronger because obviously that’s not where his priorities lie in contrast to your priorities. If he actually took the time to train I’m sure his height would be an advantage in many different sports, and I’m sure he would have no trouble beating you. But that’s not him, and you were too much of a pathetic fool to actually look down on him for it. He wasn’t testing you, he was telling you what you were doing wrong. And if you still don’t know what you did wrong, it’s that you were talking before thinking. You were just throwing out things that you thought was so right but wasn’t. You were wrong.

Then you have the nerve, the nerve, to call him a faggot? “You’re a fucking faggot, a fucking faggot”, screaming that at the top of your lungs, again so that people all around you could hear. This is where you came off as a prick. I don’t remember every specific detail but I’m sure you were relating him with activities that include parts of the male organ that you seem to be lacking in, quite significantly. This is where your arrogance pissed me off. You don’t even know the person you’re talking to. You don’t know his reasons for why he does anything and you don’t know what kind of person he is. Sure I might not know him 100% but you of all people have no right to call him that word. What kind of disgusting animal are you that you judge only by what you see, and interpret things by your own unintelligent reasonings? The moment you started spitting those words out of your mouth into the face of everyone in front of you, you looked like a pig. Do you not know what that term means? I’m sure you’re not that dense. It might not matter to you, but were you never taught the golden rule? Don’t say things to people that you yourself would not like to be called. You speak vulgar words so easily from your tongue when you don’t even notice how other people are offended by it. It’s really quite clear with the people who were sitting at that table that curse words are not welcome. Joke or not, it’s ridiculous that you can’t even differentiate when you should or shouldn’t use those words. Don’t you know the weight of any of the words you used? Why would you even call a girl a “fucking bitch” for accidentally sitting in your girlfriend’s seat? Even if it was a joke, why would you state it like that? I can think of five other ways, at this very moment. Five different ways in one second, 300 different ways in one minute. Can you not pick one other variation? Must you use those words? Are you that illiterate? Is your vocabulary bank that diminutive? I highly doubt that.

It wasn’t my argument but you were yelling at my friend who was sitting next to me, so even if it wasn’t directed towards me you were basically yelling at (next to) my face. Saying, “I wasn’t talking to you” does not mean anything. If you saw someone attack one of your friends, are you just going to stand there and watch? What if they say, “I wasn’t attacking you”. What would you do then? Knowing your temper, you would probably hit him harder. So yes, I know I yelled at you and told you to “shut the fuck up”. I also told you that you were “fucking annoying”. I said things that so many people have been dying to say but couldn’t because of their relationship with the person you’re dating. I’ve been thinking about this all day, whether as to I should apologize or not. I am sorry, sorry to myself for letting my emotions get the best of me. I am sorry to myself for letting me use those words and raising my voice when I could have done it another way. In that moment, it made me almost as pathetic as you for yelling and cursing.

But I’m not sorry for saying what I said to you. Like I said, I could have told you without any vulgarity to shut your mouth but I doubt you would have listened anyways. I feel as though you might have a “i don’t care what she says” attitude towards all this, which slightly makes you an idiot for not learning from your mistakes. Understand that this was a mistake, and understand what you did was wrong. You should also know that I don’t hate you, rather I’m indifferent towards you. Things like this is not enough to make me hate you, and whatever you do from this point on is something that I could care less about.

I  know that this has been done and over with but I had to let it all out somewhere. And now I am finished ranting.

- Diplomatic
- Graceful
- Peaceful
- Idealistic
- Hospitable

Libra Weakness Keywords:

- Superficial
- Vain
- Indecisive
- Unreliable

Libra and Independence:

Libras like to be around other people, they are all about partnerships and groups. They are happiest when other people are around and when other people are doing their work. They are lazy but like posh surrounding and nice decor. These two extremes could strike a balance and the Libra living on his own could either have a very messy place or a very intricately decorated place. They can be independent, they have the intelligence and the full capability within but would a Libra rather co-exist/depend on others.

Libra and Friendship:

Libras love excitement, new situations, adventure and the unusual. They make friends with people from all walks of life and they are always up to something new and exciting with enthusiasm. Libras are great at getting along with people, everyone likes a Libra. They are all about partnerships and groups, they are the glue that hold a group together because they are the ones responsible for keeping harmony and peace. Libras have mastered the art of relationships, not just romantic but business, personal, and family relationships just to name a few. No one is able to see another person’s point of view better then a Libra.

Libra and Business:

Libras dislike hard work, they are lazy when it comes to getting their hands dirty and doing the work themselves. Fortunately, their intuitive instincts are good at telling them where money can come from. They can think up great business ideas that are original and bound for success, they can initiate the idea but they need someone else to do the work. Libras make good business partners but not good business people on their own. Libras have potential of being a good leader with their diplomatic ways, but but they are just too lazy to do the hard work required and climb a corporate ladder. A good way for Libra to become wealthy is through artistic endeavors. They can be painters, interior decorators, actors or writing screenplays or composing. These are great ideas because it incorporates Libra’s hobby with a moneymaking venture.

Libra and Temperament:

Libras have excellent instincts and intuition, most of the time they do not trust them enough. Libras are likely to be underachievers due to the easygoing attitude. This does not mean that they are necessarily lazy, they just make do with whatever comes their way. They do not want anything badly enough to fight for it. The only time that a Libra will usually stand up is if a situation is unfair, the only time a Libra will definitely stand up is if they feel something involving them is unfair. They need their respect and their fairness, after all, Libra has done so much for other people, it deserves at least fairness, right? When this issue comes into play, Libra becomes courageous.

Libra Deep Inside:

They are also likely to hide or bend their own true feelings in order to bring peace with a group and to make others like them. Sometime this results in them not really knowing what their true feelings are because they are trying to make everyone happy. Other people can see this and Libras have earned themselves a reputation for being indecisive, they simply do not want to hurt anyone’s feelings or cause disorder or friction in a situation. This spills over inside the person and many times, Libras have difficulty making decisions. Inside, the Libra is very insecure, they suffer from a lack of self confidence, they are always searching for something to complete them. This is another reason why they are social butterflies, it is an unconscious attempt to find the missing peace through other people. By trying to appease other people all the time, Libras don’t really know who they are inside. Libras desperately need love and approval, they will do the favors that people ask and and have a hard time saying ‘no’ or ‘I’m too busy’ in order to prove how nice they are, this gradually builds up resentment and negative self esteem issues inside. Libra’s indecisiveness is caused by fear, their fear that a wrong decision will make everything come crashing down around them and cause turmoil in their lives. Life is not like that and the Libra that acknowledges the fact that life has ups and downs will be less emotionally wound up, not so hard on themselves and as a result, they will be a much happier person.

Libra in a Nutshell:

Libras are the diplomat of the zodiac. They are able to put themselves in other’s shoes and see things through another person’s point of view. They are the ones that always want to make things right and have balance and harmony in their life, their surroundings and the lives of the people close to them. They have captivating charm, elegant taste and they are easy to like due to their eager-to-please, easygoing nature. In return for a Libra’s amazing ability to be a good listener, sooth and calm people, they expect admiration. Libras will gather a group of people, everyone will become friends then the Libra will be in the center of the group. They like the attention and the admiration for the people that they have brought together. Libras are very intelligent, they often hide this inside their easygoing exterior. They express their intelligence through creativity, most are involved in some sort of artistic or creative pursuit. Many people overlook just how intelligent a Libra actually is. When others see a Libras wide range of interests and hobbies, their intelligence and creativity is more then obvious. Libras love variety and different situations. They welcome change. Libras love luxury. They will spend lots of money and surround themselves with beautiful things and they seem to be constantly fussing over their appearance. They love anything upscale and classy. Libras work hard to please others, this they do an others find them incredibly captivating.

What it’s Like to Date a Libra Woman:

Libra woman is enchanting and charming, she is the master of the art of seduction. The environment is important for Libra, make sure the first date is somewhere classy and elegant with posh surroundings, such as lunch at an elegant bistro then a walk along the tree lined pathways of a ravine in the summertime with the flowers blooming. Libra will feel at peace and love it. Give her compliments and tell her how much she is appreciated. She may reply bashfully but with each compliments, the radiant glow inside her will shine brighter and brighter. Once the initial seduction is over with and the relationship has become more stable, she will stop her sweet seductive ways, not because she has completely lost interest, but it is because she is lazy in love. She may need a few days away without you, this is like pressing the reset button on the relationship. Be romantic with her and she won’t lose interest. Be dramatically romantic, sweet love notes tucked in her pocket, flowers, these things bring great joy to the Libra woman and they make her feel special, which is essentially important to the Libra woman.

What it’s Like to Date a Libra Man:

The Libra man is very popular with women because he is charming, harmonious and can relate to women on their level – a characteristic of Libra is the ability so see the world through the eyes of others. Libra men do this to seduce the girl and it always works. He always seems to be on the search for the perfect women, unfortunately, that does not exist. The closest thing a perfect woman could do is appreciate and be in awe of his stardom. Look up to him, admire him, he is a sucker for flattery. Do not nag or pick on his inability to make a decision, it will simply put pressure on him. You make the decision if he cannot, he will happily go along with you and deep inside will be happy that you took control.

How to Attract Libra:

Libras are easy to attract, they probably have attracted you first with their easygoing nature. First and foremost, admire and flatter them. Treat them like a prince or princess. Libras love to talk, they can talk about anything but are especially interested in themselves. Want to leave a lasting impression on a Libra? Ask questions about them and talk about their interests, hobbies, anything regarding them. Even though Libras are diplomatic, they enjoy seeing things from other points of view. Engage in a light debate about an issue exploring both sides and the conversation will flow. Dress nice, keep the atmosphere posh and upscale and clean your house before they come over for the first time. First impressions are lasting for Libras. Have fun, be yourself, you are almost guaranteed a good time with the easygoing, interesting Libra.

These things interest me because they can be so accurate sometimes. But then again, some things are so off. Taken from here.

Currently I have 6 more Cooper home tests to go. And when I am done…I have to work on my concentration for Sculpture. Woop dee doo!

So what I am trying to say is, that there are many kinds of haters. Sometimes it’s a girl hating on another girl, commenting on her appearance when they do not even know them. It’s not just hypocritical but stupid to actually judge someone for the things that they are guilty of as well. For example:

Sara: Who is this girl on his facebook?
-clicks her profile picture-
Sara: Omg she wears so much makeup, ew it’s so caked omg she must be a slut

Or something ridiculous like that. The fact that makes this even more ridiculous is that Sara actually looks like this:

And to whoever this woman is, I mean no offense but that is a bit too much. However, you’re probably a celebrity so it’s understandable.

The other type of haters, I guess would be those celebrity haters who hate some celebrities for no reason. I agree with Daniel that Miley Cyrus and Justin Bieber seem to be getting much hate these days. A majority of the “haters” think that they are annoying and have no purpose in life and so on. But then, they have to see that they are in no place to judge.

The haters must understand that before pointing fingers at someone else, they must point it at themselves. They must ask, “Why am I judging this person in the first place? Am I really that bored and have nothing to do with my life so that my only source of happiness is to pick on a celebrity who will probably never even know that I exist? Should I find a hobby?”. To the last question, I answer yes, you should find a new hobby. There are plenty of more things to do than to sit around and judge people. It gets boring after a while anyways.

Of course this doesn’t apply to everyone, but I came across this video which helps me prove my point about people becoming lazier:

Honestly, I don’t understand why there is racism in the 21st century. There is enough information these days that allows people to fully understand why some people look the way they do. This person’s skin is a different color than yours. So what? This person’s features are different than yours. Does that make them any less of a person? It’s all based on opinion and racism will always be around as long as those who are ignorant and refuse to accept others.

Honestly people, get over it.

Since I was still in the pre mature growing stages, there were many things I was insecure about. I’m not going to go into details because I’m sure it’ll bore you.

I guess my definition for confidence has always been the way you carry yourself. And I don’t think I can stress how important it is with my state of being right now (It’s 11:53 and I can’t really think). Confidence is very powerful in the sense that it has the ability to attract others to you. Men and women often say they look for confidence in the opposite or same-sex when searching for a partner. It’s kind of obvious if someone doesn’t have confidence and I’m not saying it’s unattractive but it’s not attractive either (And I don’t mean attractive in a “Oh he/she’s cute” kind of way).

But to those of you who don’t have much confidence, I’m sure it will come sooner or later. I don’t know if it was soon or late for me because I don’t know the statistics of how early someone gains confidence. Regardless, I think it is important to look at all the things you are good at. It doesn’t matter how small or big the subject at hand is because that is a minor problem. If you’re great at AP Biology, AP Physics, AP Literature, AP Chemistry and AP Calculus BC when you’re a junior, that’s wonderful. And if you’re great at uncovering an apple without disconnecting the peel, that’s great too.

It’s good to believe in yourself, because you are one of the many things in life that are worth it.

Then, I didn’t believe in love because of all the horrid things that I saw.

And though I’m still very young, I have learned quite a lot about what love is. I remember getting the first glimpse of love when I was in middle school. But it wasn’t the love that could be seen on earth but the love of God. And again I know that for those who are much older than me, it might sound foolish that I learned of such love in middle school. It might confuse some people, especially for those who do not even believe in God, that I learned something so valuable by someone/something whose mere existence is only measured by one’s faith.

I wasn’t really sure of what love was so one day I did the obvious thing and went on dictionary.com and typed in the word love. But honestly, 28 definitions do not help at all when you want a single definition of what this word is. Already, even from the definitions given,  it’s so complex.

So then, I went to the bible because I knew in the back of my head that there was a verse about love I had memorized when I was younger. In the bible it states;

“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.”
1 Corinthians 13: 4-7

If this is what love is, then I can only say that I love two people on earth. But if to love means everything that dictionary.com defines it as, then I can add a couple more to the list.

I believe in love now because even though I see the revolting things on earth, I can see the good. As corny as it sounds, love makes the world go ’round. There are countless quotes all throughout history about how powerful love is. There are numerous movies, books, games, songs and even studies on love. If love wasn’t important, why would so many people all over the world spend all that time examining and analyzing this emotion? I don’t think any of this is a coincidence.

Human emotions are pretty complex and hard to understand but once they are understood, their power shouldn’t be underestimated. Once I really learned, I can now see where all those adults were coming from. Because love is the only shocking act left on the planet. (Or so Ashton Kutcher says)

Anyways…I know I’m not done with the “Where I see you in 10 Years” but I found an interesting challenge. It has to do with ranting about things and these days I haven’t really been doing much to release my stress so I think it will be good for me.

The challenge is:
the 30 day ranting challenge
thoughts on..
Day 1 – love
Day 2 – confidence
Day 3 – racism
Day 4 – our generation
Day 5 – haters
Day 6 – followers
Day 7 – tumblr
Day 8 – bestfriend
Day 9 – wants and needs
Day 10 – make up
Day 11 – global warming
Day 12 – boys
Day 13 – girls
Day 14 – appearance
Day 15 – education
Day 16 – long distant relationship
Day 17 – tumblr without pictures
Day 18 – stereotypes
Day 19 – plastic surgery
Day 20 – your future
Day 21 – disrespecting your parents
Day 22 – the three main topics that are often talked about on tumblr
Day 23 – jealousy
Day 24 – guilt
Day 25 – regrets
Day 26 – the world
Day 27 – your parents
Day 28 – justin bieber
Day 29 – your ex
Day 30 – you

It’s from tumblr but since I do most of my writing on wordpress, I chose to do it on here.

Lung Ung-
Lung, you are the first asexual person I have ever met in my life and I never even knew that existed. I remember talking to you about the future so I would assume you are going to adopt many children and paint all of them in different colors! Haha, if you did that I think you might get arrested for child abuse. But they’re your children and I’m sure that children would love to be a different color anyways. I really do hope you will become a famous fashion designer! With that attitude and personality of yours, I would be surprised if you didn’t become famous. At the age of 27/28 you’ll probably be doing very well after graduating from a prestigious school (cough RISD). But it doesn’t really matter what college you go to because I’m sure you’ll succeed no matter where you go. And since you’ll be a rich diva, you’ll probably have multiple houses all around the main cities of the world. We can travel together and live together and your nanny will take care of your children. And your personal chefs have to travel with us to cook us food for those late nights that we have projects to do. Hopefully they’ll know how to cook all kinds of recipes, not just Chinese food.

Nathan Chung-
Nathan, you might be married by the time you’re 27 but I find that unlikely. Not highly unlikely but still unlikely . But don’t worry! 27 is still a young age and I’m sure you will get married. If not, there’s always…nah, you’ll probably get married. But if you’re too busy helping those who are involved in human trafficking it might be hard to find a girl. Oh! Or maybe you will meet a girl while you’re doing your job! Then  you two can travel the world and fight against human trafficking. But one day you’re going to have to eventually settle down and make a family. However many kids you have I’m sure they’ll be as nice and kind as you. And of course sometimes they will be taken advantage of by my children. Haha! Just kidding. I will not let my children take advantage of your children. You’ll probably live somewhere in the suburbs since that’s what you said you wanted. But things change and maybe you’ll live in the country or something. Haha, maybe but that’s doubtful. When I meet your wife I will probably tell her many embarrassing stories about you. And we shall laugh together about it but she will still love you because you will marry a nice woman. And for your information, you will be whipped. All men who are in love eventually turn that way. And you will stay in touch with me because you value me as a friend and you still want to talk to me even though you are out in the world fighting crimes. The end.

Sue Kim-
Sue you are so cute, your husband will be a very lucky man. Today we went to Chipotle and you said you wanted 4 kids! They will be so cute, like little mini-Sues. But since you’re going to be 27 in 10 years, you’ll probably have only 1 by then. Or what if you have Quadruplets?! Then you will have four children and while you are in labor, you will break your husband’s hands. Haha! Nathan said you’re called to be a missionary which is what you want to do. You shall teach children while you do missions all over the world. But I just asked you on AIM how you’re going to do that with your four children and you just laughed. That is not a very good answer. So, I am just going to assume that your husband will be taking care of your four children at home. He will wait for you to come home after missions and feed them and change their diapers and teach them about life. So since you’re going to be doing that, you probably need a husband who is good at cooking and cleaning. It will be like a reversed role! Then all you will have to do is come home and sit down on the couch and ask your husband to make you a sandwich. Hahahahah! Just kidding, I’m sure you won’t do that. But hopefully you will find a nice husband who will support you in your work. So when you come home, your husband and four children will be asleep in front of the television waiting for you. D’awww.

I’m only doing three today. Woohoo!